Being so dependant on someone, so focused and caring so much about someone has managed to make me feel like the weakest person in the world. I have never felt so weak, I feel like I don’t even know who I am at this point. But the weird thing is, I wouldn’t trade this for the world. Because who I’m dependant on, who I am so focused on and who I care so much about means the world to me. But if I could get rid of one thing, it would be how clingy and lame and stupid I feel.
CAN I BE AN ATTENTION WHORe?1 OK IT’S MY BIRTHDAY HOLLLLAAAAA
The awkward moment when you have a lesbian dream of a girl from school and you run into her the next day…
I felt like we were lovers it was awkward. And I don’t even know her…
I think I’m a little too dramatic/theatrical for everyone I know.
